Just an update—I am currently someone’s girlfriend. I am working on trust, but there’s always doubts. Not that he’s cheating, nor looking, nor lying, nor betraying in any way. More doubting that he doesn’t really know what he’s doing. That he’s caught up in some whimsy, some passing fancy. That I am a vacation from ordinary life (because I’m so doggone extraordinary).
I don’t trust that he really loves me. Stupid, I know. I just have to learn to let go and enjoy the ride. But it’s hard. I’ll keep working on it.
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