I haven’t even written about this yet, but I met someone who lives in Southern California, and I’m up here in Northern California. It’s going well so far, but it’s soooo freaking hard not to over-analyze the whole thing when they are that far away. We haven’t talked on the phone in two days, and no communication at all yesterday, and it really messes with your head. I’m seeing him next weekend, but I’m really struggling with my own internal dialogue that are creating all sorts of doubts and fear that are paralyzing me. Does he really want to see me? Is he already over me? Out of sight, out of mind? Did I say something wrong? ACK!! If I don’t hear from him today I’m losing it. Completely losing it.
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